The weather in the New England area always sucks—and honestly, that kind of sums up how I’ve been feeling lately.
I realized I’m still not great at updating my blog regularly. It’s not that I don’t care about it; it’s just that most of the time, I don’t know what to put here. I don’t want to write just for the sake of writing, but I also don’t want this space to go completely quiet either.
Lately, there have been moments where I catch myself completely unsure of what I’m doing. Like I’m just wasting time sitting in classes like chemistry, history, and faith. Don’t get me wrong—I actually like learning about these things—but it doesn’t feel like the right time for them.
What I really want is to be working on something that matters to me right now. I’d rather be helping Yusen develop his program than sitting in a classroom zoning out. I want to start building my own project instead of spending hours doing chemistry assignments I don’t care about.
I guess I’m just craving more creative freedom and purpose—just like in so many biographies I’ve read about people like Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, and Mark Zuckerberg. They all left school to focus on what they were passionate about, and it paid off in huge ways.
(Although, let’s be real—for me, if I dropped out right now, my most realistic option would probably be frying chicken at McDonald’s or KFC.)